The Bitch Is Back

a kiss and a cuddle from a boy who loves me...and i know which boy i want

Love you always and forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx and ever
(lies)

I hope Santa brought you love and happiness

(lies)

ummm anyway you obviously don't care

(quite blatantly not true, however much i wanted you to think it was)

Hope your well :)

(lies, with complete lack of correct punctuation)

Your beautiful

(ditto)

I love you

(lies!)

Love yaxxxxx

(LIES!!!!)

Love youuuuu

(FUCKING LIES!!!)

I love you so much Ally

(FUCKING LIES! THAT IS WHAT THAT IS!)


Bet you can't guess who.

Don't be so quick to walk away
Dance with me
I wanna rock your body
Please stay
Dance with me
You don't have to admit you wanna play
Dance with me
Just let me rock you
Till the break of day
Dance with me
Got time, but I don't mind
Just wanna rock you girl
I'll have whatever you have
Come on, just give it up girl
See I've been watching you
I like the way you move
So go ahead, girl, just do
That ass shaking thing you do
So you grab your girls
And you grab a couple more
And you all come meet me
In the middle of the floor
Said the air is thick, it's smelling right
So you blast to the left and you sail to the right
Don't be so quick to walk away
Dance with meI wanna rock your body
Please stay
Dance with me
You don't have to admit you wanna play
Dance with me
Just let me rock you
Till the break of day
Dance with me
I don't mean no harm
Just wanna rock you girl
Make a move, but be calm
Let's go, let's give it up girl
See it appears to me
You like the way I move
I'll tell you what I'm gonna do
Pull you close and share my groove
So you grab your girls
And you grab a couple more
And you all come meet me
In the middle of the floor
Said the air is thick, it's smelling right
So you blast to the left and you sail to the right
Don't be so quick to walk away
Dance with me
I wanna rock your body
Please stay
Dance with me
You don't have to admit you wanna play
Dance with meJust let me rock you
Till the break of day
Dance with me
Talk to me boy
No disrespect, I don't mean no harm
Talk to me boy
I can't wait to have you in my arms
Talk to me boy
Hurry up cause you're taking too long
Talk to me boy
Better have you naked by the end of this song
So what did you come for
I came to dance with you
And you know that you don't want to hit the floor
I came to romance with you
You're searching for love forever more
It's time to take a chance
If love is here on the floor, girl
Hey
Dance with me
Yea
Come on baby
Don't be so quick to walk away
(Don't walk away)
(Come on and)
Dance with me
I wanna rock your body
(Let me rock your body)
Please stay
(Come on and)
Dance with me
You don't have to admit you wanna play
(You don't have to admit you wanna play, just)
Dance with me
Just let me rock you
(Do do do do)
Till the break of day
(Come on and)
Dance with me
Talk to me boy
No disrespect,
I don't mean no harm
Talk to me boy
But I can't wait to have you in my arms
Talk to me boy
Hurry up cause you're taking too long
Talk to me boy
Better have you naked by the end of this song
Don't be so quick to walk away
(Just think of me and you)
Don't be so quick to walk away
(We could do something)
Don't be so quick to walk away
(I like the way you look right now)
Don't be so quick to walk away
(Come over here baby)

Justin Timberlake gives me good memories

mmmmm nostalgia

• I am going to kill you. I am going to do to you what you did to my family, which is to rip the heart of it out and fuck the gap left.
• Do you love her more than you love me because she's prettier? She might be younger than you but I'm younger than her. Come on Dad, work it out.
• You were going to leave. You WANTED to leave. I'm still waiting for it.
• Yeah, who gives a fuck that it was three months ago and I passed the exam that was on the day I found out? It was Maths and I was drunk and I GOT A B! SO FUCK YOU BIANCA, BECAUSE I AM STRONGER THAN YOU! YOU ARE A WHORE AND THE MAN YOU FUCKED IS A BASTARD I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL TOGETHER!

I love how I'm still using correct grammar when there's blood everywhere. Or am I just imagining the blood, because I don't know what's real anymore.

sixth form officially starts on wednesday, going in later to enrol for courses - law, theology, english lit and french?! i must be fucking mad.

meant to get As in theology and french, a B in english lit and god knows what in law, based on gcse results.... but i don't believe that.

gutted that eng lang is a subject blacklisted by oxbridge.

I just wanted this to be documented:

I cannot believe how proud I am of myself. I don't often believe in my own achievements but when I got my GCSE results I cried and cried because I have come through so many bad things, and faced so much, and lost so much and yet I can still do this, just for myself, just because I deserved it. I managed it well and I overcame some points where I thought I'd rather die than live another day - I did it.

I.
Fucking.
DID IT!